Little pieces of hope
Little pieces of hope. Surprised again with the arrival and amazed at the feelings that come as a companion to them. Had I expected them to cease? To be beyond the hope that they represented themselves as? Was it because the hope itself was only a dream, or that I felt undeserving somehow? When the little piece of hope was revealed, for it came unannounced as it always does, it came from a place and direction I could hardly have expected. Thus, the power of the thing itself. Unexpected and in some ways even unwanted. That would have been the better of things, to have been done with the anticipation and grieved the non-coming event so that it could be done with and final. Like being at grandma’s and you wake in the middle of the night waiting on the grandfather clock striking the hour, you lay in bed and wait, knowing that it will come, if you wound it today. If it had not stopped for some reason, or if the hou...